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While I was writing,I quickly remembered that I had a discussion with Abundance sometime ago, in that discussion we agreed I will live Lagos state for Edo to see her, I imagined seeing the one I feel she is the love of my life after a long period of desperation again.  What memory would that be, I prayed that day come to pass with a good news from her. Now to accept me as her intimate, to be her soul mate and a man she will love forever. To me, I know deep within me that I love her. Like the literal writers wrote 'the fear of the unknown is higher than the fear for the known. So I was scared of the results ahead, if she will ever disdain me from being with her. Though, I am now glad she requested for a copy of my piece of diary which I'm preparing.  I had called her to seek her consent before I forward it to her but all my attempt prove not avail as she never picked my calls anymore. I was wondering what's happening again. Could it be that I have offended her again? I ask...

On my way to abundance home,  I feel very well like a groom going for an augustus visitation.  I became so confident like Mr.  Confident. The journey was so good when I met a an old time friend (John), we discussed a lot of our history and present happenstances. Life is beautiful.  Seeing my very good friend after a very long time was not a mere dream but reality. He's now a journalist working with international reporters and a freelancer to NAN. John respects me well just for few reasons.  I was kind hearted with John.  He is calm,  hardworking and intelligent . John asked me about my plans in the old time. I have always desire to own a foundation for peace and good justice in governance. This foundation, when established, will fight for peace and justice in Africa,  get help for the less privileges and reaffirm the missing fates of the poor.  I replied John about my fear for the uneasiness I'm seeing ahead of my plans.  "my financial...

CONTINUE PART 1 Personally, it has been my prayers not to be with a life partner without a prior concern. A month and some weeks later, I left for my National Youths Service Corps (NYSC). *Abundance* was still ringing in my heart, I would call and stylishly ask about her family as my in-laws, declaring the fact that there is need for me to go and see them.  Her reactions to that pissed me off as she normally has given me a name and a discussion identity such as 'see your razz mouth. This, she  always proclaim whenever we commune. Seven months of my youth service year, Peter had called and asked about my so called Abundance, my usual reply was she's fine. Peter still see her almost every day because she passes through our residence most often.   I know Abundance have guys around her, I was still madly in Love with her and many thoughts were impediments that stopped me from having my words with her. I needed to give myself time ahead. I needed to build...

My life diary is not complete without a gruesome experience.  I had on different occasion experienced different situations but one of the numerous experiences caused me pains and happiness. It's relational, I spent a moment of joy and agony all for a beautiful soul, always personalising a question tagged: 'when will my joy gain victory over my agony from this beautiful so?' Never had I proffer a positive answer to this either through dream, life or emotional. This kept me wondering about this beautiful soul.  While this happenstances at the stage of my natural human quest for emotion for the opposite sex, this beautiful soul never escaped my mind despite the fact that there are lots of ugly and beautiful likes, she's outstanding amongst them. A soul I met late year 2015 in a quiet Augustus day. I was gladly dressed, going for a Church service, she was as well. I was happy to seeing an unknown fellow  going to Church service too. This, I perceived to be a round ...