THE JOYS & PAINS OF LOVE PART 1.3 By. OSHELU A. Isaac
On my way to abundance home, I feel very well like a groom going for an augustus visitation. I became so confident like Mr. Confident. The journey was so good when I met a an old time friend (John), we discussed a lot of our history and present happenstances. Life is beautiful. Seeing my very good friend after a very long time was not a mere dream but reality. He's now a journalist working with international reporters and a freelancer to NAN. John respects me well just for few reasons. I was kind hearted with John. He is calm, hardworking and intelligent .
John asked me about my plans in the old time. I have always desire to own a foundation for peace and good justice in governance. This foundation, when established, will fight for peace and justice in Africa, get help for the less privileges and reaffirm the missing fates of the poor. I replied John about my fear for the uneasiness I'm seeing ahead of my plans. "my financial destitution was too low to be considered with my big dream. This is Africa, where no man is recognized in the society with high financial strength. We are doomed by monetary value. Corruption has eaten us to high esteem, religious war and militancy is what we see everyday. You could wake up early morning and see your next door neighbor slaughtered without reasons. This is African. Employment system is abnormal to normalcy. Lack of good representation is now a national malady in Africa.
Nation leaders have no moral values of respect for the common man. The common man strive for survival while the rich carry away the positive results of the strives. This is African where financial looters go free without justice. There is no o peace in Africa." I replied John.
Very quickly I told John that I'm going to see my crush. He laughed. Finally you got a crush? He asked. That lady must be so special . He said. Yes, she is more than special to me. I responded. We smiled and move on the journey.
I'm now at Abundance home. My name sound so sweet coming from her mouth. I asked myself if I can pick anyone on planet earth, I'd pick her uncountable times. It is not a magic but reality, her voice could quiet my fears of the world.
Nothing was magnificent about loving any other person like her. I wish she could love me the way I love her. I wish she could understand my feelings or even see just a part of my heart.
Science can not explain how I feel for Abundance. I begin to think that I made a terrible mistake for not approaching her at that period. This is causing me pain and serious agony.
Each time I look at her, all I could see is positivity. I wish that I am already fulfilled to take her home and take care of her totality, grant her needs at any request.
In the course of this happenstances, I have always navigate her Facebook wall, to gaze at her display picture, looking at her on my gadget is like I am watching my favourite television program. There, I desire and admire her all round. Every possible assumption to make her mine instantaneously started coming. Could this be a dream or two ways life mirror for me, when will she be called mine, when will I be proud to start calling her my wife? I concluded it's gonna be very soon than later.
We discussed that very on that very faithful day. I was drown into my usual feelings again, ate and went out together. I quickly pick up my belongings and embark on my journey. I got to my state of residence safe and fine. I was fulfilled.
Few weeks later I feel I'm LOST FOR LOVE. I quickly take my phone to beep her mobile line, she received my call after a few attempt, our usual pleasantries was exchanged, I could feel that I am whelmed with joy; like it use to be whenever I hear her voice.
In the process of our dialogue, she asked why I'm calling when I aught be in my office, honestly 80% of my jobs are done in the field as a result of the nature of my struggle, per say, this very faithful day of our discussion I was not in the office nor in the field. I was at home, preparing to go out to do some unfinished job. She opined; why would I call her when I am supposed to be busy in my office duty? This redirected our conversation. I must be thinking of her and off cause I do.
I made it clear that I have a dairy for my experience with her, this sound funny to her. She she jokingly requested that I should forward a copy of it to her through social media. Her request was very easy for me to comply but I didn't want to adhere to that, because I planned to publish it through my blog and make the world know about my past "THE JOYS AND THE PAINS".
This beautiful soul has made a request and I needed to grant her but deep within me, I felt I am jumping my plans to publish it through my blog, I run a mere political blog on daily news headlines for my interested subscribers and also disseminate the same information through WhatsApp for those who have no time to visit my blog.
I did that because I am an armature blogger, using that to strengthening my skill on blogging, it has kept me smiling having some reasonable subscribers through mails and otherwise. This skillful interest had make a couple of my friends who so love information get closer to me. Abundance had never reacted to my headlines dissemination via the social media. At times I feel I should not include her in my broadcast list, considering the fact that she may be angry and not like political information. I became very careful not to include her to avoid having feelings of hatred from her. But I persisted and continue dropping for her like I do to others.
The day I made up my mind the share my experience with her, that day I changed my mind from LOVING HER. This, I could not bear the uneasiness .
To be continued:
John asked me about my plans in the old time. I have always desire to own a foundation for peace and good justice in governance. This foundation, when established, will fight for peace and justice in Africa, get help for the less privileges and reaffirm the missing fates of the poor. I replied John about my fear for the uneasiness I'm seeing ahead of my plans. "my financial destitution was too low to be considered with my big dream. This is Africa, where no man is recognized in the society with high financial strength. We are doomed by monetary value. Corruption has eaten us to high esteem, religious war and militancy is what we see everyday. You could wake up early morning and see your next door neighbor slaughtered without reasons. This is African. Employment system is abnormal to normalcy. Lack of good representation is now a national malady in Africa.
Nation leaders have no moral values of respect for the common man. The common man strive for survival while the rich carry away the positive results of the strives. This is African where financial looters go free without justice. There is no o peace in Africa." I replied John.
Very quickly I told John that I'm going to see my crush. He laughed. Finally you got a crush? He asked. That lady must be so special . He said. Yes, she is more than special to me. I responded. We smiled and move on the journey.
I'm now at Abundance home. My name sound so sweet coming from her mouth. I asked myself if I can pick anyone on planet earth, I'd pick her uncountable times. It is not a magic but reality, her voice could quiet my fears of the world.
Nothing was magnificent about loving any other person like her. I wish she could love me the way I love her. I wish she could understand my feelings or even see just a part of my heart.
Science can not explain how I feel for Abundance. I begin to think that I made a terrible mistake for not approaching her at that period. This is causing me pain and serious agony.
Each time I look at her, all I could see is positivity. I wish that I am already fulfilled to take her home and take care of her totality, grant her needs at any request.
In the course of this happenstances, I have always navigate her Facebook wall, to gaze at her display picture, looking at her on my gadget is like I am watching my favourite television program. There, I desire and admire her all round. Every possible assumption to make her mine instantaneously started coming. Could this be a dream or two ways life mirror for me, when will she be called mine, when will I be proud to start calling her my wife? I concluded it's gonna be very soon than later.
We discussed that very on that very faithful day. I was drown into my usual feelings again, ate and went out together. I quickly pick up my belongings and embark on my journey. I got to my state of residence safe and fine. I was fulfilled.
Few weeks later I feel I'm LOST FOR LOVE. I quickly take my phone to beep her mobile line, she received my call after a few attempt, our usual pleasantries was exchanged, I could feel that I am whelmed with joy; like it use to be whenever I hear her voice.
In the process of our dialogue, she asked why I'm calling when I aught be in my office, honestly 80% of my jobs are done in the field as a result of the nature of my struggle, per say, this very faithful day of our discussion I was not in the office nor in the field. I was at home, preparing to go out to do some unfinished job. She opined; why would I call her when I am supposed to be busy in my office duty? This redirected our conversation. I must be thinking of her and off cause I do.
I made it clear that I have a dairy for my experience with her, this sound funny to her. She she jokingly requested that I should forward a copy of it to her through social media. Her request was very easy for me to comply but I didn't want to adhere to that, because I planned to publish it through my blog and make the world know about my past "THE JOYS AND THE PAINS".
This beautiful soul has made a request and I needed to grant her but deep within me, I felt I am jumping my plans to publish it through my blog, I run a mere political blog on daily news headlines for my interested subscribers and also disseminate the same information through WhatsApp for those who have no time to visit my blog.
I did that because I am an armature blogger, using that to strengthening my skill on blogging, it has kept me smiling having some reasonable subscribers through mails and otherwise. This skillful interest had make a couple of my friends who so love information get closer to me. Abundance had never reacted to my headlines dissemination via the social media. At times I feel I should not include her in my broadcast list, considering the fact that she may be angry and not like political information. I became very careful not to include her to avoid having feelings of hatred from her. But I persisted and continue dropping for her like I do to others.
The day I made up my mind the share my experience with her, that day I changed my mind from LOVING HER. This, I could not bear the uneasiness .
To be continued:
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