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While I was writing,I quickly remembered that I had a discussion with Abundance sometime ago, in that discussion we agreed I will live Lagos state for Edo to see her, I imagined seeing the one I feel she is the love of my life after a long period of desperation again.  What memory would that be, I prayed that day come to pass with a good news from her. Now to accept me as her intimate, to be her soul mate and a man she will love forever. To me, I know deep within me that I love her. Like the literal writers wrote 'the fear of the unknown is higher than the fear for the known. So I was scared of the results ahead, if she will ever disdain me from being with her. Though, I am now glad she requested for a copy of my piece of diary which I'm preparing.  I had called her to seek her consent before I forward it to her but all my attempt prove not avail as she never picked my calls anymore. I was wondering what's happening again. Could it be that I have offended her again? I ask

On my way to abundance home,  I feel very well like a groom going for an augustus visitation.  I became so confident like Mr.  Confident. The journey was so good when I met a an old time friend (John), we discussed a lot of our history and present happenstances. Life is beautiful.  Seeing my very good friend after a very long time was not a mere dream but reality. He's now a journalist working with international reporters and a freelancer to NAN. John respects me well just for few reasons.  I was kind hearted with John.  He is calm,  hardworking and intelligent . John asked me about my plans in the old time. I have always desire to own a foundation for peace and good justice in governance. This foundation, when established, will fight for peace and justice in Africa,  get help for the less privileges and reaffirm the missing fates of the poor.  I replied John about my fear for the uneasiness I'm seeing ahead of my plans.  "my financial destitution was too low to be consi